Wishing I was asleep and feeling this comfortable. |
At this point, I've pushed myself too far. I feel as though I've hit a huge brick wall that just won't allow me to continue - the brick wall being my chronic migraines and fibromyalgia. I'm overly medicated and my head is hurting worse. I ache all over and am deeply, deeply exhausted. My mind has turned to mush. All I want is to NOT go anywhere or do anything outside my normal household chores and blogging. I need my simple, quiet daily routine. Without it, the tiny bit of functioning I'm capable of disintegrates into a messy blob of pain.
I guess sometimes I just want to forget that I have limitations. Clearly pretending I'm normal only makes matters worse but I still find myself doing so from time to time. Fortunately, it seems like I do this less and less as the years tick by.
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