Another Try

Something new to try from my neurologist...lidicaine cream to put over the nerves in my head. It could work...of course this is what I think every time I get something new to try. During quiet moments I sometimes reflect on the years of medications, doctor appointments, hopes raised and let down. I don't want to ask myself, "at what point do I stop trying things and just accept this is what my life is?". Time seems to be clicking by at quite a pace without the relief I crave. Sometimes the hope I cling to seems silly, but I just don't want to let go of it. The memory of the time before all this pain is still lingering in my head - so sweet.